joshlovesme's "a plea to josh from josh loves me"

Here is a plea

From my heart to you

Nobody knows me

As well as you do

You know how hard it is for me

To shake the disease

That takes hold of my tongue

In situations like these

You won’t ty for me

You won’t cry for me

Not now

Though I’d die to know you love me

I am all alone

And if I bleed, I’ll bleed

Knowing that you care

And If I sleep, I’ll sleep

Just to dream o f you

To wake without you there

Isn’t something missing?

Isn’t someone missing me?

Don’t turn away

Don’t give in to the pain

Don’t try to hide

Though they’re screaming out your name

Don’t close your eyes

God knows what lies behind them

Don’t turn out the lights

Never sleep

Never die

Whatever you do

Don’t scream

And don’t cry

Fallen angels at my feet

Whispered voices in my ear

Death before my crying eyes

Lying next to me I fear

Shall I wait?

Shall I give in?

Or continue living life in sin

Upon my end, shall I begin

Forsaking all

I’ve fallen

For I rise to meet the end

I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long

I’ve come to believe my soul I son the other side

All the pieces falling shatter

Shards of me

All this pain

And all this misery

Unite to form a deathly combination

(Of disastery)

Of my thoughts and feelings

Now I know how it feels

Once again to live

Once again to breathe

Once again to know

I have people looking out for me

These pieces too sharp to put back together

Lighter than a feather

And too small to matter

But big enough to cut me in to little pieces

If I try to touch her

There in the mirror

And I bleed

I bleed

And I breathe

I breathe…no more

Lie to me

Convince me I’ve been sick forever

Toy with my mind

And tell me

To just leave it all behind

And things will make sense when I get better

But I know

I know

I know the difference between myself and my reflection

I can’t

However

Help but wonder

Which of us do you love better?

And I’d die to know you love me

Die to feel you hold me

Die to know I’m yours

Die to know that you are mine forever

And I bleed

I bleed

And I breathe

I breathe…

I breathe…

No…more