These are all the things im glad i have or that i really love.
Well, i just woke up like an hour ago and its 2:00 lol well i just thought that i needed to get this outta my mind and put them somewhere else. I love my bf with all my heart and ive never felt this way b4 its the most beautiful and hardest thing ive ever done.(being in love)..lol but there are things i really do miss like my mom but i cant stand being around her, she just doesnt understand me at all ya know? if anyone has the same feeling with their parents write to me. cuz for me its very hard to deal with because you really feel like they dont care when honestly i dont think she does. i live with my bf and my mom lives in another state. she didnt call me on my b-day and i didnt call her on mothers day. i wish i could tell her how i feel and how much this kills me but i think that god meant for me to be this independent because its helping me be me and realize that when you get into a hard situation you really have to keep your head up and hope for the best but most of all you have to stay faithful.
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